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damn xanga is really being phased out.

http://www.myspace.com/xteendizzle

Well my mom is home now.

So far, i haven't been bitched at like i was expecting.

I'll be gone all day tomorrow so i won't hear it then either, woohoo.

Maybe i'll just skip over being bitched at.

Then again, i doubt i'll get that lucky. I'll probably be woken up early just to be bitched at.

Oh well.

I'm beat. call me.

WHY?!

My mom is definetly dying. She decided to tell me this today on the phone. The surgery didn't remove the cancer, her lungs are filling up.

This was really awesome to hear over the phone, i started crying before we even hung up, and so did she.

Then she calls back and starts bitching at me for things. Typical of her.

I'm at the end of my rope, i have nothing else left to do.

New..

Got a new car. Got new problems.

Adding new things to my already screwed up life makes it more enjoyable i guess.

I've talked to my mom a few times, so i know she's good. She's still driving me crazy though and she's like 60 miles away. She won't let me turn on the heat. So i've been freezing since Thursday. Then she says to me , "why don't you get your own place and pay for your own heat"....the phone call ended shortly after that.

Because, my job pays me oh so well with sooo many hours, i have that kind of money to get my own place.

I got a raise actually, come to think of it. Not much at all, but it's a slow process.

Saw School For Scoundrels last night with Mamfa. Yep, my movie buddy. It was interesting...haha.

I'm goin to see Open Season with Mamfa. =] Cuz she loves me.

Attracted..?

Why are people so attracted to me? Like not in the sexual, i want to date you sense, but in the i want to be friends again sense??

I know i can't be that great of a person if there has to be an again added to the friends. I mean, right?

I've obviously screwed something or another up along the lines, so what makes me so forgiveable?

It's not like i'm complaining about it at all, it's just really strange that it always happens...like....i can't lose friends. They eventually come right back around.

It's pretty sweet actually, i just wish i knew what the hell is so great about ME.